getting old

Not that I consider myself old. Heck, 45 is nowhere near old. In fact I don't even feel old or anywhere near it. However, recent changes in my life the past week, has made me realize that getting old sucks.

Since 2003,I've had two major surgeries. And I just found out I have to have another. Thankfully, none of them have been life threatening and neither is this one.

But it really makes you take a step back and reflect on things.

The last few days though, it's gotten me down. We have a good life. No, not good, it's a great life!! I love my hubby more then anything. He's been so supportive the last few weeks.

Last night we were watching TV and for no reason and without me asking or hinting at it, he just started massaging my neck and shoulders. And told me that he figured I could use one now and told me not to worry that he's not going to forget to give me shoulder rubs when I'm home recovering. I thought that was the sweetest thing and since I'm a girl, yea, I cried.

He really is the sweetest guy I've ever known.

I hope everyone has a happy and safe St. Patrick's Day!